Hope

The subdued grief that overwhelmed falls as droplets over the penned words as the ink spreads thinning the sheet making it as vulnerable as I am. The fingers lose grip of the pen and the pain engulfs me. The pulsating feel of the throat that tries to conceal everything longs to let out the screeching cries.

The fangs of the past, lure across the hallway of the mind, not knowing how to cope with those inconsolable loses or fall into those gripping realities of destiny that has played the antagonist all along.

The mind impedes the steps in fear of adversities that had haloed over me like crucifying swords clashing to scar and tear me. The heart bounds no fear and dreams of all that captured the imaginations spreading like a pasture of fresh green grass swaying to the tunes of wind and brushing away those tiny dewdrops.

In between these do I stride tiptoed into an unknown day..every moment with dreams innumerable.

Celestial Immortality

Diving deep into the,

Abyss of my mind.

In search of soul,

Treached and broken,

Mending and moulding.

Unknown paths ahead,

Bleak and uncertain,

Lies a barren land;

Scorched with pain,

Of unveiled miseries.

Buried deep in those;

Droplets that swell,

Brimming the view;

Gazing through eons,

Crumpling beyond,

Burning unto dust;

Into the realms of,

Celestial immortality.

LIFE BRIDGE

Adhering to a rope bridge,

Swaying to the roars of;

Storms and thunders.

Rains slashing against,

Piercing glass pieces;

Gashing through skin.

Grappling in fear;

Uncertainty looms over,

Steps trembling forward,

Surviving in hopes slim.

Dagger slitting through,

Soul filled with memories;

Eyes swell with pain,

Bellowing and ending.

Connecting the ends,

Birth and Death…

The bridge called life.

INWARD EYES

Shone bright did once,

Magical crystals two.

Cleansed itself pure;

In solitude and silence,

Trickling down agonies;

Glimpses apart blurred.

Aloof did stand majestic,

Peaks touching the veils.

Billowing the tresses;

On the crag, stood she.

Gushing winds pacifying;

Tormented bruises invisible,

Fleeting relief inward.

Vision that confines;

Fragrance that seals,

Into a timeless poignancy.

AUTUMN MEMORIES

Days and nights, countless,

Rolled into months and years.

Steps and paths divergent;

An autumn in the memory,

That stayed colourful ever.

Fall colours to dry leaves,

Shades that fade as age;

Painting memories with hues.

Winter giving hope to spring;

Though only in dreams did arrive.

Shades of bright sunlights,

In reminiscence shall stay,

Fresh smell of Gulmohar flowers;

Nature’s own red carpet;

Rustling sounds of fall,

The cool breeze brushing,

Early rays of Sun, and the

Chirping of little birds;

Brightening the little valley town:

Irresistibly resisting the throbs,

Fluttering with butterflies,

Moments that chose to stay,

Frozen and carved into ages:

Replenishing the memories;

Of love and adolescence.

RESTRAIN

Fingers fumble to grasp the pen;

Words mumble with lips quivering,

Heart fumes with thought haunting;

Fear looms over with restraints,

Darkness trammel the horses;

Only to baffle the minds wisdom,

Making bow to remind of leashes;

That vow to choke you for eternity,

Notions voiced can pen you down;

Hails rejoiced with venomous fangs,

Fetters minds to hamstring souls;

Ego blinds, chopping and muting,

Leaving lifeless lives to live unto death.

Mother Nature

As we pull ourselves together striving hard to save human lives from this pandemic, the seasons changed from Autumn to Winter to Spring and now moving towards Summer. The nature has proved that less the intervention of human beings, does good to planet earth. The nature has rightly rejuvenated itself from the harshness that has been thrusted upon by the greediness of human clutches.

As the nature is returning to its best, human community is unable to witness the beauty and savour it to the fullest with the fear that has gripped the hearts and the intentional confinement within the four walls.

An array of festivals that queue up glamorously and mischievously evoke the past memories of grandeur it was celebrated unintentionally or not hampering the good old Mother Earth and ripping her off not letting her to heal needs to be introspected at these times to realise how cruel we were on her. How greedily had we exploited her resources. The patience too has its limits, has been aptly proved by the Universe as it has taken up the matter into its own hands and decided ways to mend itself from the darkness it was pushed into. Let these festive positive vibes give us the enlightenment to realise that none of us humans own this beautiful paradise called Mother Earth, but have been abundantly blessed to use her resources and live life king size, and coexist amiably with other living beings for they deserve as much as we do. Live and let live, learn to be passionate and compassionate, lets not prove anything to anyone but to our own conscience. Value human beings irrespective of their background, shows empathy and sympathy as needed. Be humble and honest for you lose nothing by being so, rather will remain blessed.

Let’s not lend a helping hand only during crisis but do always try uplifting someone be it financially, emotionally or morally for you may need it back at some point of time as no one has promised you that you shall remain always throughout your life with the same financial strength or your good looks will never fade off. Hope learning to live with uncertainties and able to overcome hurdles during this pandemic change the way we take the things and people around us for granted stops and we start appreciating everything around us especially human life, other living beings and above all our nature, Mother Earth.

LOVE BEYOND LIFE

On thy portrait,

Did my eyes fall.

To awaken me,

A sleep frozen,

With years bygone.

Heart whispering;

Tingling in excitement,

With joy unknown.

Never had met,

Though known through,

Lives beyond memory.

The bond of souls;

A thread of life,

Connects us through,

The ages and memories,

Mountains and Oceans,

Language and culture,

Barriers innumerous.

Power of universe;

Bringing us together,

For life is incomplete,

If we are apart!!!

Mirage

The remorseful memories,

Burdening from within:

Carrying heavily,

In head and heart,

As life and soul;

Deceitfully convincing,

Realising it was only one,

Living in an utopian plane.

Platonically embracing,

A soulless image;

Eyes that lied.

Wove a dream of silver,

And pearls to be adorned.

Afar yet near it felt,

As Years passed by;

Breaking hearts with,

An illusion called love,

Remaining a mirage!!!

Death of Love

Scents rubbed into skin depth,

Exchanging the tastes.

Tongues twirled lusciously,

Quenching the thirst.

Sliding over her curves,

His eyes capturing her.

The love that is born;

Dusk after dusk,

To wither off at dawn.

Leaving the soul shattered;

Proclaiming lust as love.

Satisfying those moments;

Living in pain forever,

Longing to be loved;

Scarring her soul,

Marks on her body,

Only to realise;

Death of love!

A Nightmare called Marriage

Ruining the dreams,

Peeled off masks;

Coming alive within,

A dungeon called home.

Stripping happiness,

With painful smiles,

Concealing the rupture;

In bondage of a bond.

Living as puppets;

To so called well-wishers;

Getting advice free;

Unknowingly letting life,

Slip away into doom,

Burying the dreams;

Mourning a life;

Devoid of love.

As the heart cries,

Thorns pricked,

To test the numbness;

Smiling as the pain,

Increase with tears,

That fall softly;

Drenching the heart.

Living a nightmare..

A nightmare called marriage!!!

In the name of love…

Scorching through ashes,

The ruins of heart burnt.

She wrapped with hope;

As he soothed with words,

In sweetness of honey.

Debris of the ruined past,

Washed with love,

Lips seldom said;

But shone in his eyes.

Only visible to her!

Shut from the world,

In the name of phobia;

Hid the Royal legend!

Wrapping her with,

Hidden monstrous love;

Sedating her thoughts,

Nourishing yet ruining;

The once dead heart.

In the name of love!

The girl behind the veil.

She proclaimed “you can’t kill someone who is already dead”!!!
To forgive…to forget…to be strong…to be patient..to stop worrying…those were the words that haunted her the most. The shallow minded words glazed with sympathy. That wasn’t what she needed. She did forgive and forget. She remained patient until she bled from those invisible scars of torturous life. She was the epitome of strength and patience. To realise her dreams torn apart, to be inflicted with those stabbing words, to be looked down upon, to see the ego and selfishness of the one who should have stood by her but appreciated the other and crushed her dreams and life beneath the feet of arrogance. To know those efforts getting shattered and the tiny broken sharp pieces of those, piercing right through her… The moment of despair spreading through the agonised eyes watching the anguish of the demons surrounding her and standing helplessly, to let go off, the only one who loved her, succumb to the stab by the dagger of evilness. Moments of silence with just the tears trickling down to feed herself for that was her staple, to keep her living through, with strength. Every time, she had to pay for the hauteur of the ones around her, she stood calm, unshaken by the adversities that really caused scars irreparable within her. Her strength was mistaken, for none knew her vulnerability which she hid within. As she stood receiving the spears aimed at her with poise, with those smiles hiding the wails that shrieked within her heart unnoticed by anyone the eyes glimmering with the tears that she withheld not to let herself down.

In a world of bogus people who dramatically convinced fulfilling their needs, selflessness was a curse, she realised, though she could never be like those around her making her realise she is the odd person out. To be humiliated and embarrassed only for the reason she couldn’t let go of the goodness that still lay buried deep within her was seen as a weakness and pitied upon.

The dark days & nights alike spent in dungeon of mortification for believing in the constitution of relationships and conservatism she was fed with from childhood crowned her with thorns rupturing her innocence and soul leaving her alive yet dead.

Into the grave

Living with those scars,

And broken pieces,

She was used to…

Never did she mend;

In fear of wreaking.

Lonely with a mask,

None knew her pain.

For she never let;

Anyone see through her.

Years passed by…

The day blossomed. 

With a smile so bright, 

Came into her life;

A knight so charming: 

That melted her,

Moulding herself; 

Into a perfect sculpture.

Breathing life into, 

Woman in her unexplored. 

With his mystical touch;

Scars healed, 

Pains vanished, 

Tears wiped,

The saviour amour, 

As he held her close;

Towards his chest.

Feeling loved, 

A tear of joy,

Trickled down her cheeks.

Not knowing, 

Those hands embraced, 

Not in love, 

But to crush her;

To shatter her heart,

And stab her soul.

Dragging her to the grave. 

As the demonised eyes,

Gleamed with wickedness, 

Another prey put to rest!!!

Woman in me

Let the beast in me,

Be shackled by the;

Beauty of my mind.

Let the vampire in me,

Never desire for fangs;

And be exorcised by;

The saint in me.

Let not the devil chop,

The fluttering wings;

Of the angel in me.

To be either can I…

For am a woman of:

Enormous strength,

Endured the pain,

And crucification unduly.

With scars hidden,

Under the wetness,

Of my eyes;

Caused by the,

Cruel world around,

That deserves to see,

the harsh side:

Of a strong woman!

Mist

A piece of art,

Desired by all;

not adored:

Or loved.

unaffordable it is,

For the treasures,

Of this world;

Insufficient;

As its value,

Measurable;

Only in love:

Will make the,

Demons fail.

For its place;

Is among,

The clouds,

In the heavens, 

As a mist;

Unseen,

Just felt,

In hearts,

Longing to…

Be owned.

The invaluable, 

Art that melts:

In the eyes,

Of the beloved!!!

Lord of my life 

I know not, from when;

Have I known thee.

For in me have thy dwelt;

As an unsung song,

An invisible portrait etched;

In the soft breeze that stroked,

And the fragrance of incenses;

In the the chirping of the birds,

Glistening stream & smell of earth;

Stars glittering amidst the dark clouds…

Echoes of bells ringing.

With me in solitude shared..

Moments of ecstasy;

Invisible to naked eyes..

Adoringly I surrender unto thee;

My lord, my love of my life!!

Confluence of souls 

Redness of my vermilion on your lips,

Lipping mine with craving desires.

Softly relishing the sweetness;

Locking and twirling of tongues.

The deepest voices of our eyes..

As sounds of nature sing,

A song only we could hear.

Such shall be the embrace;

Not even air be in between..

Wrapping my arms around,

Holding your tresses;

Placing your face on my bosom…

As you savour the bowl of life.

Gracing my life…Oh lord!!!

As u blow life into me..

Making me yours forever.

I bow down to kiss your feet,

And stay devoted to my lord,

Day after day, life after life…

Miles apart

MY FEELINGS...

Your words swiped me off…

The sweet nothing whispers,

Still rings in my heart…

I close my eyes and…

feel you near me…

The warm smile & hug..

Everything around me ..

Reminds of you, my love..

U made me realise..

Love can be far, yet near..

Miles may part us..

Making us more fonder…

As a knight u conquered ..

my heart with love…

I know you will..

remain close to my heart.

I dont need to see or touch..

To feel the real you…

For you have touched ..

my heart a thousand ways..

making me feel ..

the warmth of your love,

with unknown passions..

 remaining miles away..

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Soulmates

Only thy soul do i know,
For incarnate is new.
Birth after birth,
Reliving a tale of fantasy…
Unknown to oneself,
As souls from paradise…
Entwined as one.
Meeting through hearts,
No reason do we need,
To begin instantly.
Not known to us were,
A cascade of love…
Gliding through the births…
Sprinkling  divinity,
And eternal love…
Destiny does unify us,
Living inside each other,
For ages infinite…
Intrinsically being ours…
Soul mates life after life.

My daughter

Even before I saw u I started loving you…

I could feel you & your heart beat.

The dreams I had about you were infinite,

The pains blossomed into beautiful dreams

And spread the fragrance of happiness.

Bringing cheers and fulfilment…

A life out of me, a part of me..

A flower bloomed.

An angel born on earth,

As a gift from heaven,

This day…I will rejoice forever.

For you gave me a new life.

The most wonderful feel.

Motherhood, your gift for me.

PAIN…

 
 

Dreaded dreams filled.

the numbness of my heart.

Parting though inevitable,

painful beyond words…

The mourns get faded,

as days become bygone.

Tears get dried up,

and life moves on..

leaving the burdens,

buried in the past.

Where none sees the,

wailing heart bleeding.

Scars go unnoticed.

Remaining forever…

Until death wipes out,

the scar from the,

World of pains.

 

 

 

SUNSET

The colours of sunset,
in ravishing radiance…
of yellow & orange..
glistening through the,
waves of the ocean.
The magnificent orb,
as it sinks in tranquillity.
The horizon adorning…
the sky beauteously…
forming a divine halo.
The relaxing winds swiping,
through the waters rippling.
Listening to the silence,
of the setting sun..
and the feel of sand..
drifting beneath my feet,
Adoring the glorifying star,
I resume my sojourn. 

UTOPIA

Separated by distance,

Not known to hearts..

The love we share,

Remaining miles apart…

You sure make me feel,

The warmth of love…

Through your promises,

Clinching my heart..

in ways infinite..

Amidst a million…

You shone so bright,

Nuturing me love & hope,

As never before felt,

Falling into the laps…

Of comfort & dreams..

The aura of your love,

With smiles enchanting…

and eyes mystical..

In heavenly raptures..

We sink in our utopia.

My love etched..

Not on rocks have i carved,
Nor on trees have i chiseled,
Or poems have i penned….
For you my love.
 
Not a song have i composed,
Nor a picture portrayed,
Or a story scripted…..
For you my love.
 
Not a marble sculpted,
Nor have i sketched,
Or have i graved…
For you my love.
 
In heart your name etched,
and your love adorned,
In depths treasured…
For you my love.
  




Lets grow old together

Memories of togetherness,
Cherished in our hearts,
In a paradise of love…
Will be the moments,
Of sheer serenity…
The thoughts of you make,
My heart beat rapidly..
An ocean of love,
Can I see in your eyes.
My soul burns at the,
Touch of your finger tips…
Gushing blood through viens.
My mind whispered that….
You are my man…
Thanking the divine will,
For brining us together.
Now I know, for sure…
What soul mates mean.
We cuddle into each other,
And start a journey…
Sailing into the depths,
Of our hearts & souls..
You whisper into my ears…
Lets grow old together…
 
 
 

INDULGENCE

 

Mysteries of love unravelled,

Capturing hearts of beloved..

None can refrain from..

the pangs of the love..

as in indulgence alike…

The sparks of love within,

In love glows the face..

Hearts & souls dandle…

Slurping lips in ecstasy..

Unravelling more charms…

to explore & explode..

Tranced in idyllic move..

Savouring the nectars of love.

Gratifying the yearnings,

Losing ourselves in the lap,

of unfolded passions.

 

 

 

Miles apart

Your words swiped me off…

The sweet nothing whispers,

Still rings in my heart…

I close my eyes and…

feel you near me…

The warm smile & hug..

Everything around me ..

Reminds of you, my love..

U made me realise..

Love can be far, yet near..

Miles may part us..

Making us more fonder…

As a knight u conquered ..

my heart with love…

I know you will..

remain close to my heart.

I dont need to see or touch..

To feel the real you…

For you have touched ..

my heart a thousand ways..

making me feel ..

the warmth of your love,

with unknown passions..

 remaining miles away..

Passionate Desires

A lost wanderer was i…

until you found my soul.

with words so enchanting,

you whispered words of love,

unspoken & unheard of…

Bringing a whole new world,

filled with joy within..

Unfolding our hearts,

in ecstasy & endearment..

My heart quivers as you,

embrace me gently…

The touch of your skin,

burns my passion…

As your lips touch mine,

We splurge in love,

Quenching our desires…

 

Motherhood

 

The month of May,

to cherish was a day..

Little did i know the pain,

seeing my angel beam..

making me forget the world,

but the angelic smile..

my daughter flashed..

You endowed me a gift,

most precious of all..

Everyday is a bliss,

Pure as this..

is no other bond,

making us more fond..

For in you i saw,

A world of love..

I owe you my life,

for this motherhood..

Fantasy

Into the abyss

of my dark life..

you ignited a spark,

of warmth & love..

Filling my solitude,

with dreams infinite..

You came as an answer,

to my prayers..

Touched my soul,

with the grace of your love..

and gave a reason to smile..

Together wove dreams,

of colourful fantasies..

living each day,

to embrace in realism..

eyes twinkle & lips quiver,

as your thoughts conquer me.

Each day dawns with dreams,

& nights enveloped with memories..

Luring each other and..

awaiting to surrender ourselves,

in the lap of heavenly bliss.

 

REMINISCENCE

Every portrait reminds me

Of ur face so enchanting

Leaving me spellbound

Every look reminds me

Of ur eyes so stentorious

Leaving me enthralled

Every voice reminds me

Of ur talk so mushy

Leaving me amorous

The cool breeze reminds me

Of ur touch so passionate

Leaving me fascinated

Every place, cozy reminds me

Of ur hug so warm

Leaving me enamored

Every rain drop reminds me

Of ur soft lips on mine

Leaving me desirous.

My dear mom..

The love you showered..

would always be enshrined..

from the day i was born..

to the day you left me..

days spent in pure love..

can never be recouped..

you gave me life & love..

you lead me through..

paths of love & courage..

you wiped my tears..

and gave me your shoulder..

In love, pain & failure..

always standing beside me..

For we share a bond..

the most purest of all..

You enchanted me..

with a love so pure..

No love would supersede..

the love u gave me..

Rankle the day..

doom yanked you from me.

But ur love dear mom..

will dwell in my heart forever..

 

Colourless images

Walking through the narrow alley..

With darkness enveloped..

Lost in the rumpus of the world..

Moving forward in fluster..

The past images move..

Swirling around my thoughts..

Beautiful & colourful ones..

Tainted with black & red..

The smile languish behind tears..

Eclipsing my vision..

As the obscurity unveil itself..

I descry images colourless..

And you infront of me..

As you depict those images..

into colours of pink & gold..

As the sun shines on it..

A world of love & happiness..

Unwrap for you & me..

 

CLOUDS

Dawn breaking through,

the moving clouds..

Sun peeping in lustrously,

glazing on the panes..

Moving to glimpse it,

make me fervor..

My lips asunder at,

the aesthetic nature..

Clouds move past,

Nuzzling against me..

As i close my eyes,

to feel the bliss..

I realise they were,

like moving fantasies..

for no more am i in rapture,

moving in enigma..

Have gone past me,

renouncing me alone..

 

The warm hug..

The cool breeze from the hills,

just blew her tresses over,

making the pale cheeks blush,

walking through the misty woods,

the clouds forming a veil,

kissing the mountain tips,

floating like a white feather,

the cool winds & the drizzle gyrated

around making her tremble..

her eyes like sparkling star..

beamed a ray of happiness,

at the sight of the loved one,

pacing towards him..

snuggled into his wide open arms,

as he caressed her ecstatically..

 

passion burns the soul..

Thy passion burns my soul,

Thou knows not how it overwhelms,

Love conveyed through silence,

Hath more sway,

When eyes meet eyes,

Speaking infinite thoughts,

The heart knows the quiver,

Letting out the cadence loud & clear,

The dawn & dusk alike,

A treat for my soul,

The night as deep as you,

Convey as deep as your eyes,

Arousing the senses within me,

Touching the most beautiful vision,

Untouched by the lovers love,

As you lusciously envelope me,

Fructifying my yearning soul.

 

Dream or a nightmare..

The gentle breeze and..
the droplets of water..
as it sprinkled on me..
sitting on the rock..
which once adorned the,
beauty of our mystical love,
and made me spellbound,
standing here bewildered..
the memories come gushing,
thronging the pages of my mind..
making me frail & daunt..
I wake up feeble..
knowing it wasn’t a dream..
but an everlasting nightmare..